Two
things particularly strike me. The first is God’s moodiness. God contemplates
wiping out the idolatrous Hebrews. God says to Moses, “Now let me alone, so
that my wrath may burn hot against them and I may consume them” (32:10). Moses
pleads with God, and God relents. Then God decides to send the Hebrews to the
promised land, but not to go with them. “Go up to a land flowing with milk and
honey; but I will not go up among you or I would consume you on the way”
(33:3). Again Moses pleads with God, and God agrees to stay with the people
after all (33:14). I like this image of a passionate God emotionally engaged
with the people of God, angry but ultimately forgiving. I also like seeing God
open to human prayers. I suspect that God knew all along that Moses would
intercede for the people and also that God would grant Moses’ request. But the
story certainly is an incentive to pray!
The
other thing I found thought-provoking was Moses’ relationship with God. At one
point, we are told that “the Lord used to speak to Moses face to face, as one
speaks to a friend” (33:11). Just a few verses later, Moses asks to see God’s
glory. God responds, “you cannot see my face; for no one shall see me and live”
(33:20). Whatever else is going on here, these verses challenge a strictly
literal reading of the Bible. It is hard to see how both verses can be
literally true. It is also striking that the ancient author did not worry about
the apparent contradiction. Certainly there is no effort to reconcile the two
verses in Exodus.
But
we can move away from a literal reading to ask the question, what does this
tell us about our relationship with God? And the answer is profound. On one
hand, we can know God intimately. Go is close to us, like a best friend. On the
other hand, God is MUCH bigger than we are, so big that simply glimpsing the
glory of God is more than we can take. Both are true.
This is the meaning
of the incarnation, as I understand it. God, the very creator of the universe,
elects to become human and dwell among us. Christ is fully human—thus accessible
to us as a friend—and also fully divine—thus so powerful that we cannot come
too close without peril. Our reading from Exodus says something very similar. I
love seeing the Old Testament anticipate basic Christian claims!Fr. Harvey
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